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Libby Lawrence poured a cup of coffee and was struck with the similarities
between her choice of drink and the men in her life since separating
from her husband, Johnny Chambers, a.k.a Johnny Quick. Some would
say both were an acquired taste, a little bitter at first, but strong,
and seemed to pass through her system rather quickly.
She opened the Chronicle and smiled. San Francisco was her kind
of town, even if it witnessed many changes since her days as Liberty
Belle. The thought brought another grin to her face. Did she really
call herself that? Old Paul Revere suggested it those many years
ago, back when she fought crooks with raw athleticism and her smarts.
Before the powers, the mystery men, and the All Star Squadron.
It all began that day in 1941- December 7, when America first
entered the hell known as World War II. It was a strange way to
remember the day when you first met your husband. He was a great
guy then, a little conceited at times, but still dashing - everything
a woman could ask for. Hell, he had reason to be a little vain.
Libby still got weak in the knees thinking about the handsome, young
Johnny Chambers whisking her past White House security while pretending
to be the Flash to get them both in to see President Roosevelt.
She knew she belonged in his arms that first time he held her. He
haunted her dreams for weeks afterwards. In her late-night fantasies,
he kissed her neck with the prowess of a rouge and the tenderness
and passion of a Hollywood leading man. He always found the sensitive
spot between her ears and the nape of her neck on the first try.
He was tender, patient, and surprisingly slow for a hero with the
alias "Johnny Quick".
Unfortunately, after they were married, Libby came to know the
real Johnny Chambers, a selfish lover who more often than not left
her to pleasure herself long after he was asleep. Then there was
that Mexican girl, Elena. Libby trusted her to take care of the
house while she was away covering news stories. She took care of
things alright - especially Johnny! Just after the shots were fired
that November day in 1963, Libby called home. Her housekeeper's
giggling, broken English as she answered the phone still haunted
Libby's nightmares.
Then she heard Johnny's voice. "Hang up the phone, mi bonita."
His bonita. His pretty. While a nation mourned the passing of
a beloved President, Libby grieved her failing marriage.
A semi-pleasant noise jolted Libby's mind from its wanderings.
She slept with the window open the night before, as she often did
when the weather allowed. From the streets below, she heard the
warbling refrain of a familiar song accompanied by what sounded
like a slightly out-of-tune acoustic guitar.
"This land is your land. This is land is my land......"
Libby pulled her robe together out of habit, walked to the window
and peered down to the street below. A long-haired troubadour assured
those who cared to listen that, he too, was a patriot. The spectacular
view from Nob Hill stole her attention away from the Dylan wannabe.
She loved "the Golden City". She had first come here in
the 1950's, to do a story on the Beats, and visited often. She even
met Kerouac and Ferlinghetti, which caused her even more troubles
with McCarthy. Hell, she didn't believe half the pseudo-intellectual
nonsense they espoused so brilliantly, but they deserved the right
to their own opinion. McCarthy tried to rob the country of that
right, and voices like the Beats were a welcome change to her tired
ears. A few years after the All-Star Squadron disbanded, the Justice
Society itself finally decided that maybe there was a better way
to fight the 'new crime' than bright, colorful costumes and names.
Occasionally, Libby would see a random clipping in a newspaper about
one of her many mysterymen friends, but for the most part they lived
fresh, new lives away from the witch hunts of the early 1950's.
Lives that didn't include gaudy costumes and masks.
"This land was made for you and me....."
Libby closed the window on the nasally baritone that interrupted
her thoughts of a simpler time. She got dressed, choosing a pair
of black capri pants and a white top. A pair of black leather loafers
and white socks completed her ensemble. It was comfortable and practical
and she hoped wasn't too Laura Petrie for the crowd she sought.
She placed a comb in each side of her still-blonde hair and made
her way out of the bed and breakfast and into the street below.
She came to San Francisco to research Flower Power for Time magazine
and two words echoed through her mind as she navigated the hilly
streets of the City by the Bay - Haight-Ashbury!
Libby walked the winding San Francisco streets alone, enjoying
the sensory overload while reminding herself why she was there.
She encountered several hippies along the way. Most seemed to be
decent kids, renegades from institutions of higher learning scattered
around the city. Most knew a kid in Vietnam. Libby was thankful
for the "Good War" God blessed her generation with. It
was a moral war, with clearly defined good and evil. Vietnam she
wasn't too sure about.
She tried to imagine the All Stars calming the riots when Martin
Luther King Jr. was assassinated a few months prior or dragging
away protesters at Berkeley. Could she honestly have led such powerhouses
as Alan and Carter into battle against college students protesting
a war they wanted no part of? The world was a much different place
in just twenty-five years. She could not have upheld any law that
made it acceptable for one group of people to ride in the back of
public transportation. Then again, she was as guilty as anyone else
in overlooking the Japanese concentration camps all those years
ago. Poor Maya. Perhaps she was the only true 'hero' in the whole
damned All Star Squadron.
Libby soon found a small coffee shop nestled between a newsstand
and a burned out vacant lot. She found a seat near the back and
squeezed behind a small, square table draped with a white tablecloth.
The tablecloth was covered with doodles by previous patrons. Most
of the drawings were light on talent and heavy on chemical influence.
Peace signs, marijuana leaves, and the words 'love', 'groovy' and
'LBJ sucks' took the majority of the room. One person, calling himself
Reeferboy Rick, was quite good however. Two pictures caught Libby's
eye. The first was a peace sign leaned against a brick wall with
its shadow melting away in the sun. The other was of a white rabbit
lying on a stretcher carried by two soldiers. Each of the rabbits
eyes were represented with a small 'x'. While she believed the doodles
leaned too heavily on symbolism, the kids were right. Vietnam was
not a noble war. Then again, was any war noble? She thought back
to earlier in the day when she mused over her generation's war being
the "Good War". Was it? She heard Terry Sloane, also known
as Mr. Terrific, speak of the bombing in Dresden. He talked of women
and children blown to bits for the crime of being German. Of grandparents
cradling their dying grandchildren's burnt bodies in their arms.
The U.S. government swept it under the rug, claiming the need to
eliminate German munition factories outweighed the risk of residual
damage. Jay Garrick still refused to talk about the horrors he witnessed
there. Dresden. Japanese Interment Camps. Hiroshima. Nagasaki. The
underwhelming opportunities for minorities during the war. Yeah,
their war was the noble one.
Of course, television brought war to light in a way few civilians
ever witnessed. Even during World War II, there were only a handful
of mystery men who knew the true face of war. The Spear of Destiny
saw to that. Could the "boob tube" as some called it serve
as a modern day equivalent to the spear reported to have pierced
the side of Christ? It immobilized a generation and turned them
from Vietnam just like Hitler kept the mysterymen away from the
Axis theaters with that damned magical spear. McArthur was right.
War was hell. Hell on everyone except men like LBJ. Libby traced
his initials on the tablecloth. It was rumored he was secretly backing
Nixon. A Republican? She didn't always see eye to eye with Bobby
Kennedy either, but at least he saw the need to end the war. Nixon
didn't have a chance. Bobby Kennedy was America's hope, and as a
true Democrat, Libby would do everything in her power to see that
he was elected.
A young couple approaced her table. Without asking, they pulled
out two of the remaining chairs at Libby's table and sat.
"Hi. I'm Libby Lawrence."
The young man smiled. He was attractive, or would have been if
it weren't for the long, dirty blond hair that sprouted from his
head like an unruly bush. His beard was even more unkempt. If Libby's
generation was guilty of excessive vanity in their grooming practices,
it was more than balanced by this new generation's lack of the same.
The young man's teeth were cloudy white. Only a faint dark hue kept
them from being perfect. His breath, however, smelled more like
the smog clouds that covered Los Angeles.
"My old lady digs you," the young man answered.
Libby smiled awkwardly. "Oh, that's good. I like her too."
"No. I mean she really digs you, if you know what I mean.
Want to go back to our pad?" The young man stroked Libby's
hand.
Libby couldn't believe her ears. Have sex with not one, but two,
strangers? She heard the younger generation was free of inhibitions,
but she had never experienced their lack of restraint herself. And
another woman? The thought made Libby sick to her stomach.
"I..er...mean that I don't dislike your lady friend. I prefer
men. I mean... only men. Not that I wanted to...." Libby felt
foolish. What if the young man meant something else? Desperately
seeking an out, she turned to the girl seated next to the young
man. "Do you have a name?"
The girl didn't answer. Her gaze was miles away as she swayed
to Jimi Hendrix' 'Foxey Lady'.
The young man leaned closer to Libby. "I'm Steve. This is
Angie. She won't hear you for awhile. We could leave her here, if
you'd like to just do our own thing. "
"What?"
"You and me, baby. I could get us a couple of six packs and
we could head back to my van. I have some good reefer too, grown
on my grandpa's farm in Maine."
"Your grandfather grows marijuana?" Libby asked increduously.
The kid, she would have believed, but the grandfather?
Steve laughed. "My grandpa? No, baby, I do. By the way, anyone
ever tell you that you look fine for an old woman?"
"I'm forty-seven," Libby said cooly.
"And you don't look a day over thirty."
Libby blushed. Steve's direct approach was offensive, but exciting
in a way. Still, had he approached her like this twenty years ago,
she would have knocked his teeth out. Libby looked past his forwardness.
"I'm doing a story for Time magazine and I was wondering if
I could get an interview...."
Steve jumped up and grabbed Angie by the hand. "What? Aw,
hell no! We're not animals for display in your Establishment zoo!
I should have known an old lady like you wasn't down with our scene.
Go back to Washington, or wherever you came from, and tell your
friend Dick Nixon..."
"Hold on there, buddy! Dick Nixon is no friend of mine!"
Libby replied and shot up from her seat. Steve had finally gotten
to her.
Steve sneered. "Yeah? Then why ain't you in Los Angeles covering
the Primary?"
"Because my story is here in San Francisco. I may not understand
you and your lady friend here, and yes, your offer offended me,
but don't fault me for trying! I see you kids marching and gathered
in public places telling anyone who will listen that no one cares.
Here I am! Talk! Or are you too damn afraid your own hypocrisy will
smack you between the eyes?"
Angie stirred at the yelling. She peered at Libby through her
dilated pupils and pumped her fist into the air. "You tell
him sister!"
Steve looked down at his girlfriend. "Why don't you shut
the hell up? No one was talking to you anyway."
Libby tried hard to contain herself. The jerk had no right speaking
to his girlfriend like that! A solid left hand to those dingy whites
looked better every minute. She knew it would be a mistake though.
It would only label her more "Establishment", whatever
that really meant anyway. "Maybe someone should talk to her!
Look at her! If you love her so much, then let me introduce her
to a friend of mine. He's had experience with addictive drugs in
his past...."
"Love her?" Steve laughed. "Where did you get an
idea like that? Oh yeah! That's how your generation did it, wasn't
it? You found one person and loved them forever, forsaking all others
and that garbage. Well that's not my scene! I've gotta do my own
thing!"
Libby felt her nose wrinkle like it did when she smelled trash.
"Yeah, I bet you do! You're probably real good at doing your
'own thing'! Aren't you Steve?"
Steve shook his head and waved her off. "I'm outta here!
You care so damn much, you help her! I don't need her head problems
anyway!"
Steve slammed the door hard as he exited the coffee shop. The
rugged woman behind the counter looked on and shook her head, as
she sipped her Green Tea.
Libby turned to Angie. "Are you alright?"
"I'm gonna be sick!" Angie bolted toward a clearly-marked
bathroom in the corner of the café.
Libby followed. She found Angie on the bathroom floor, kneeling
at a dirty toilet. She felt sorry for the girl. "Honey, is
it the drugs?"
Angie turned her flushed, red face to meet Libby's gaze. "The
drugs? No, they're all I have. It's... the baby."
The baby ? The poor girl was pregnant? "Steve... is he the
father?"
"I...think so," Angie replied. "That's why it hurts
when he leaves like this. But he'll be back when he runs low on
money. Or drugs."
Angie supported Steve? Libby couldn't believe her ears. "Where
do you get the money?"
The shame in Angie's eyes was the only answer Libby needed.
"Is it wrong to want the man I love to love me back, and
be a good father to his baby?"
Libby wasn't ready for that one. She assumed the hippies didn't
care for family, or marriage. She bent down to the broken young
woman, and stroked her long brown hair. Angie was a pretty girl.
Her long hair cascaded past her shoulders and onto her back, straight
like a Los Angeles freeway . She was thin, a result of either the
current Twiggy fashions or the heroin. Or both. She appeared to
be of mixed Hispanic and Caucasian heritage. "How old are you
Angie?"
"Sixteen."
Libby was flabbergasted. "Do your parents know where you
are? Or that you're pregnant?"
Angie's shoulders lurched forward, as she heaved into the toilet
once more. After spitting, she turned back to Libby. Her lip quivered
as she spoke. "No... It would kill them. My dad's a minister
in Georgia. I would be too much of an embarrassment." Angie's
words degenerated into uncontrollable sobs. She didn't wait for
an offer of refuge. She threw herself into Libby's arms and sobbed
on her shoulder.
"Your dad's a minister?" Libby asked.
Angie nodded. Her cries changed to whimpers as she gathered herself.
"Then you've heard the story of the Prodigal Son? It's about
a father whose son leaves home, and makes a mess of his life. He
wanted to go home, but was afraid. In despair, he set out for home,
hoping to be taken in as a servant, but when his father saw him
in the distance he ran to him. I bet your father..."
"Are you a religious lady?" Angie asked.
Libby smiled and wiped Angie's mouth with a piece of toilet paper.
"Survey of World Religions was required in college." Libby
had certainly seen enough to make her believe in God. She tried
not to think about the subject. Whenever she did, the image of the
Spectre came to mind. He claimed to be the agent of God's wrath
and vengeance. Maybe he was, maybe not, but he scared the living
hell out of her. Ted Knight told her of a time during the war when
the Spectre was ready to wipe mankind from the face of the Earth.
Surely, if there was a God, there was more to Him than wrath and
vengeance.
"No! No!" cried someone from the interior of the coffee
shop.
Libby jumped up and lifted the rusty latch-pin that held the bathroom
door shut and bolted into the café. The woman behind the
counter stared at a small black and white television set. On the
screen, a frenzied mob surrounded the fallen body of Bobby Kennedy.
"What the..." Libby asked.
The woman didn't answer. Her eyes were glued to the varying shades
of black and white pixels on the tiny television. "They shot
him! Just like they did his brother and Dr. King!"
Libby was stunned. Why would anyone shoot Bobby Kennedy? He was
the Great Hope, the Great Equalizer.
"Is he dead?" Libby asked. The words sounded so cold.
So hollow. Did it matter? "They" would stop at no end.
"They" didn't want change. Had "they" killed
the dream as well?
"They haven't said yet," the woman answered.
"Do you have a phone?" Libby asked.
"Yeah, it's behind the bar. Local?" the woman asked.
Libby shook her head. She reached into her purse and retrieved
a five dollar bill, which reminded her of another great man who
dared to dream. He was killed too. She laid the five spot on the
counter and walked around to the phone. She had to call Johnny.
Kennedy had been shot....in Dallas....no, Los Angeles. The President...no,
the Dreamer.....No!
Libby crumpled to the counter as painful memories flooded her
being. She couldn't call Johnny. Who would he be with this time?
She slammed her fist into the bar. "Damn you, Johnny! Just
like last time!"
A soft hand stroked Libby's shoulder. It was Angie. "What
will we do now?"
Libby took the girl's hand in her own and squeezed. "We go
on living, sister, or the dream of freedom dies. Care for a cup
of coffee?"
"Sisters"
by
Libby Lawrence
Why is one generation
so quick to judge another? "Don't trust anyone over thirty."
That's a popular slogan nowadays on college campuses all across
the country. Likewise, my generation looks at the long hair,
loud music, and free love of today's youngsters and wonder if
our country will make it to our Bicentennial.
My assignment was
routine. Bring back a Pulitzer-worthy piece on Flower Power.
I was to showcase the unusual and the bizarre. Not surprisingly,
I found plenty of the unusual and the bizarre in San Francisco's
famed Haight-Ashbury district. I also found something more.
A girl, Angie. I felt sorry for this mess of a young woman,
with her wrecked life and miserable lot. While one man wrecked
her personal life, another miles away stole her dreams for the
future. Like me, she too knows war. A different war, a different
time, but I found a sister, nonetheless.
I found this hippie-girl
shared many of the same beliefs, I fought so hard for. In some
ways, she embodies them better than I ever did. Twenty-plus
years ago this country fought a war in Europe and the Asian
Pacific to assure her freedom. Now, her generation fights two
wars - one in Southeast Asia and the other right here in America,
that will determine if her unborn child will grow up to experience
that hard-fought freedom or if those like we battled twenty-five
years ago will silence the spirt of America once and for all.
I had many questions
and prejudices when I began this assignment. Now I have a sister
in the war for freedom. While the rest of the country's heart
was broken in Los Angeles, I left mine in San Francisco....
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